But to me it is like a month...
Dad and Mum only come for a week...
It is so short....and too short..
Mum haven't got a chance to see how I cook..
Dad haven't got a chance to play the tennis with me...
We have been travelling...
and one week just gone like that...
I miss you....so much...
It is like a dream...dad,mum and sis appear in my rooom and we slept together..
Mum...i have so much to tell you but we are always too tired to talk...
Dad... I am so glad to see you in such a good mood everyday..
So glad that you finally get to rest for the whole week...no work...only sunny sun shine mood...
sis....so glad you were here,and I find that I need you...
I need a sis for me to help me dress up,to choose the color of the dress for shopping..
you are the one..no doubt...
Hopefully...you are coming here for Uni soon!! Hopefully...
Argh....
I wonder when is next that mum and dad visiting...I miss you so much..
you never know....
When you all gone..
It means I am starting my dull life again..
From Zero..
Yeah,got rejected by that one and only one interview just because someone is better...
Well....there are billions of people out there better than me...Can I avoid them just once?
..... yeah....It is discouraging...but it is ok...I will be fine...soon..
Keep going on and on....looking for the one that suit me!
I realised that I am so fragile...When dad and mum is here..I feel like to rely on them...
The strength that I built up for facing failure all these time gone...because I always want to be the little girl...
I spend time..getting my courage and energy back.....again...
There is so much going on in my mind..
I need to face it....
go on..and on...
another sunday again....
A long long day.............................................................
It has been so cold these few days while it was bloody hot like summer last week...
The earth is sick...
Come on..recovered and get back to your normal routine...
You can't declare sick and do nothing..
You can make it....
You make me so sick as well...
I can make it.....
Hope everything is going to be smooth and good...
It has been so busy..
too busy for mailbox...too busy for watering the plant..
too busy for everything....
Although it is tiring..I am gonna to miss it so much....
It all worth it................
