* Review for the past.Anticipation for the future *

Come on...
It is time to write a review for 2010!
" I have no time to write my blog.."
" It is just not the mood to write my blog..."
Well... Maybe these are all excuses...
Excuses for my poor ability in managing my time...
Excuses for my laziness....

2010...
A tirelessly? , a torturing? , a hectic ?  fruitful?
It seemed like there was so much happenning!!
Although I am still struggling for a career..
Overall... Gain > Lost ..
I have met so much, tried so much, worked so hard...
Without my knowledge, I should have grown up alot...
With all the good and bad experiences...

By getting over all the depressions and discouragements...
I learnt the lessons, I have to learnt it..

By coming across all the new people I met..
It reminded me how lucky I am to be giving the opportunities to fight for my future..
With the dearest by my side.. supportively no complaints....

2010 is definitely the most significant year of my life..
Standing at that point..
It was confusing, uncertainties, fear, worries, hesistating....

Sometimes, I just felt that I was pushed by the time instead of I am chasing the time..
Lying on the couch, I could have millions of plans in my mind..
and the next second, I found myself in the dream and the next thing I knew is time to dress up and go to work!
That is just a typical normal day for me...
Work and Lying on the couch....
I could have done more than that..

However, sometimes I could be rediculously unreasonable because of pushing myself too much..
Worrying myself with all the family stuffs..
Annoying myself with a tiny household cleaning...
Stressing myself with the uncertainties in the future..

Yes, this is me... I need a balance..where I could place myself comfortably..
A point where I can keep going with my daily life as well as fighthing for the future..

2011..
Welcome.. It was a great start with the fireworks..
It was just awesome.... speechless..
No matter whatever bad happened in the 2010, it ended..Since the fireworks broke the darkness..
How I wished the fireworks can go on and on endlessly..
I felt like I was back in the fairytale again which I haven't feel the way since ages ago....

Xiao Qin, your visit made our days!
Still feel sorry for not being able to accompany you throughout the journey and thank you
for accompanying us for the new year, the stories, the news, it made my boring day happenning!!
I only knew you now, your courage and bravery make me so proud to be your friend!

With the beginning of 2011... There is something good happening..

I was finally able to get a 3 weeks work experiences in the financial department of Edengardens...
It is only 3 weeks... I tried 3 times sending my resume in and finally I am accepted, but only for 3 weeks..
It is ok, I told myself.. I am gonna to prove my value to this company..
This is my 2nd week working in the office now, I learnt something! I finally learnt something!
I faces hundreds of invoice everyday..My eyes are so tired but it all worth it......
I will not hesistate to send in my resume for the 4TH times when the 3 weeks period ended......
Hey, yeah.. not giving up~~~

Somemore,
I was approached by the cafe manager for the supervisor position...
If not for the Accounting "career" that I am aiming for, I would have been the cafe supervisor 6 months ago..
Not denying.. I enjoy working in the cafe, I enjoy achieving , I enjoy impressing the managers...
The cafe, is where I have grown, gainned and felt....
 But that is not my aim, a cafe supervisor in Australia?
Am I being Stubborn? There was one second, I have the thought to take the offer..
" No, I am an accountant graduate!"
Am I being Silly?
I am so confused...
The manager is going away for 2 weeks, and she told me I will be in charge while the other supervisor is day off..
I am happy, I love the challenges.. and I love to be in charge!
Hahahaaaa..................................................
BUT.... because of this I need to end my office position earlier, it means I have less hours spent in office..
Therefore, is this a good / bad news?

There is alot of time, I was thinking...
My resumes might have been blocked by some reason,someone?
Because, Cafe is short of staffs...
Ther is alot of time, I feel bad...
Leaving my cafe managers busy looking for staffs, because of my desire to work in office...
I shouldn't care that much.. I need to make a clear line between cafe and office...
I shouldn't doing good in cafe so my office jobs is secure for at least 3 weeks time......

2011..
Here I am.. I have good feeling about this...
I am going to meet alot more nice people..
I am still lucky enough to have my babe being tirelessly supportive and caring..
I am fortunate enough to get closer with my sister, my family..
I am attractive enough to keep all my close old friends stick to me...hehehhee....

Babe,
Let's share the burden and fight together hand in hand again..
Shall we? Thanks... for everything.. every single little details...
Han,
You are a present from the god that I always take it for granted..
Here from now.. I know your existence is not guaranteed.. I miss you so so much...

Aijia,
our friendship is so peacefully tight..
it is time to catch up more and make some sparkles! so it will be tighter...hehe..how you think?
May,
I thought I am going to meet you during CNY..
About the Barcelona tour...keep the stories for all of us, looking forward to meet you again, you never fail to
accompany me when I went back for holiday.. It is ok, just for once, k?
Yeeting,
There is something different about you from your recent photos....gorgeous of cause!
Fill me in when I am back!
ZuoYing,
I know I know..I promised to write you letter to update you..
Check my blog up..I will try to keep updating..hehehe..I know everything about you,you are still so sweet with JinKun, we have been thinking when to plan to go back for your wedding...

Brissies..
You two..yes.. it is just so sweet to see your new love home...You guys just make it! Come over next year for new year~~ I want to share that precious fireworks moments with you!!
The Bali Guy,
You know who you are... your blog never fail to "entertain" alot of us...Gorgeous photos, impressive writings..Happy new year! dear old friend! come over Sydney next year for fireworks!!
I swear, I want to get a Camera, to record my 2011!

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To all my beloved..

I sprinkle the stars across your skies..

I send my blesses to you via them..

I hope you well, I wish you loved..

Let's make it the sweetest and fruitful year ever....